This story discusses child sexual abuse.
Russell Manser was just 15 the first time he found himself on the wrong side of the law.
Growing up in Mount Druitt, Western Sydney, the impressionable teen saw local criminals return from jail and lauded as heroes.
And so he followed in their footsteps, beginning a life of crime. Aged 15, he stole a car and ended up in a police chase.
Manser was arrested and placed into a correctional facility called Daruk Boys Home.
During his time at Daruk, Manser recalled being woken up by an officer one evening and told to go to the ablutions block. Scared and alone, he obliged. He was then sexually abused by the officer.
He had nowhere to turn and nobody he could share his story with. Instead, he buried the trauma and shame deep down inside.
As soon as he was released from Daruk, Manser continued down a criminal path, this time seeking out luxury cars.
After being arrested for stealing a Porsche in Sydney's Whale Beach, a judge sentenced him to 12 months in one of Australia's harshest adult prisons. He was just 17 years old.
Terrified, he was imprisoned in Long Bay Correctional Complex in Matraville unaware of the horror that would unfold and change his life forever.
On his first day, he was placed in a cell with two convicted pedophiles. The officer who locked him up turned to the men and said, "Have fun boys."
That evening, Manser was sexually abused. And the next day and the next.
Then one of his sexual abusers offered Manser heroin, which he accepted. Anything to numb the pain, to help him forget.